Tuesday Blues

Another day. There have been some laughs and smiles. Still every quiet moment is just time to think about how I miss you. I'm trying to respect your wishes but I want to disregard them with everything in my being. Then I remember that disregarding your feelings is how I landed in this desolate place where my feelings haunt rather than soothe me. 

So I just keep placing one foot in front of the other praying something will change. 

Searching for a way back inside my safe place. A place that has been boardered and barred in an effort to keep me out. I just want to go back home... To you.